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Born:February 7, 1998
Cordell, OK
Died:December 30, 2010
Toms River N.J.

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My Dear Kiana, I can't believe this day has come that I am writing a memorial for my baby girl. You have brought so much happiness into my life. I am still in shock. One day I am taking you to the vet cause of your arthritis then they tell me Addison's Disease. Then on Christmas Day you just were'nt yourself I felt something was wrong. When we took you to the emergency vet the worse news was told to us. My baby had Chest tumors and a enlarged spleen! What happen to just having Addisons. My heart was killing me for you and for me. I cant believe my time with my best friend,side kick and daughter was limited. I was confused on how this happened with no signs. You were eating, getting up to go outside, following me and Alex around as always and of course waking us up at night for bananas. Then everything changed within 5days from when I was told you had cancer. I was told you can die of a painful death that I would of had to make a decision. It was the hardest one I have ever made but you were getting worse inside. Kiana I could'nt make you suffer cause you would of never done that to me. You were ALWAYS by my side and believe me I miss that more then you can imagine. I new you were uncomfortable and holding on for us. That night when I saw you restless and panting I new we had to make a decision. I couldnt make you suffer. Kiana I love you with all my heart. To let yo go was so so hard but I new it would be better for you. The 13yrs I had with you was the "BEST" it can never be replaced. We had that special bond and I am missing you so bad. You are now at peace with your brother and cousins. Playen in the fields, eating so many bananas and just running aroud. Looking at your pictures kill me and not seeing you lay in your certain spots breaks my heart. I miss you I miss you I miss you!!!! Thank You for being so loyal to me and for loving me as much as you did. We all miss you! Alexandrea and dad are hurting just as much. You were a wonderful sister to her thank you for looking after her. Like Alex always said Mommy ,Daddy and Kiana ALL BEST FRIENDS! That will never change. Until we meet again you will ALWAYS be in my heart. So so many Kisses I am sending you! I miss you baby girl....Love you Always and forever Mommy xoxo
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Kiki enjoying the snow
Added by LOVE MOMMY

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Kiana you were so adoreable eating your food sitting down.
Added by I love you

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Sleeping like an angel my pretty girl!
Added by kisses to heaven kiki girl

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Me and You girl..I miss and love you so much. I would do anything to hold you in my arms again. love uyou kiki
Added by love mommy xoxox
 
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Good morning Kiki, I miss you so friggen much that it hurts. Waken up with you not by my side sucks. You not looking at me from across the room sucks. Everything sucks! I miss you greeting me when I come home. You were a very big part of my life and this is really hard for me to except. I miss kissing your ears the smell of you breath. All of you I miss. I cant wait to have another dream with you in it so I know you are o.k.....I love you girl I'll see again. Love Mom
Added by love u mom


We may not be together in the way we used to be, We are still connected by a cord no eye can see.
So whenever you need to find me, we're never far apart.
If you look beyond the Rainbow and listen to your heart.
Added by Anonymous


A heart of gold stopped beating, Two shining eyes at rest. God broke my heart to prove, He only takes the best.
God knows you had to leave me, But you did not go alone. For part of me went with you the day he took you home.
Added by love you miss you so much mommy


Coming home today sucked. Alex talked about you at dancing school telling her teacher that Kiana was in heaven with Reno. She misses you so much. She's been calling her plush dog Kiana. I wish that was you. I wish you were here with us. I miss your beautiful face looking at me and following me around the house. Kiana you mean the world to me. I new this day would eventualy come cause nothing in life lasts forever but who new so soon and so quick. I hope you are at peace and no pain. I have much pain in my heart missing you but as long as yours is gone then I'm o.k. cause that's the last thing I wanted was you in pain or suffering. Remember I did it for you. Even though it killed me inside I new it was the best for you. Kisses to heaven cant wait to see you again.
Added by Love you with all my heart...mommy


Hi Girl, If I have to write in this 3x a day I dont care it makes me feel as though you are right by my side. We went out for pizza and Alex brought her doggie she calls it Kiana. I feel as though it is you when I hold it close to my heart. I cant stand coming home and you are not there to greet me. I need you!!!! Looking at the pictures I took at christmas kills me. I cant believe you were sick you would of never known it if it was'nt for me taking you to emergency vet to get those xrays. This void in my life is horrible. I miss you kiki girl. Good nite my girl. talk to you later xoxox
Added by 4ever in my heart mommy


Good morning my princess, another day without you by my side and it sucks!!! Kiki girl I hope you are not mad at me. We put you to rest because the dr's said you would of went in a painful way. It kills me that I had to do that but I had no choice. I guess thats how I got the strength to take you there because the thought of you suffering broke my heart. You did'nt deserve that. I cant stop going over in my head that day. I hope you are playen in heaven and having lots of fun with Reno and your cousins. Always remember that I love you with my whole heart and miss you more then you know. Kisses to heaven my sweet princess. xoxoxxo
Added by LOVE MOMMY


Kiki... I cant stop thinking that today is already a week! Where did it go. I keep looking at the clock and getting myself sick thinking of it. I cant stand you not being here with us. Kissing me, following me around, looking at me and all the other wonderful things you use to do. Please dont ever forget how much mommy loves you and how much you meant and still mean to me. 4 ever in my heart my pretty girl. my <3 hurts for you.

Added by love mommy xoxox


I'm terribly sorry about the loss of your beloved Kiana, what a beautiful girl she was. I know her family must be extremely heartbroken on losing the most important member of the family. It has been three years today that I lost my Buster and that was 9 weeks after putting Grindle down. I know how especially tough it is this time of year on top of everything.
We can protect them from everything but age and time.
Kiana was so very lucky to be loved so much and to have such a great life with a loving family, just think 99% of the dogs in the world don't have what Kiana had. You gave her a long and happy life, what more could a dog want?
Kiana will alway be watching over you because you will always keep her in your heart. My deepest condolences to Kiana's family.
Added by Alan, Grindle and Buster's dad
 
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