My sweet Buddy boy, you were my best friend, my son, my everything. I had to put you down due to a very aggressive cancer, which caused you to bleed internally, and left me with the terrible decision that no one should have to make but I didn’t want you to suffer a longer. I’m so sorry sweetie! Now my world has and will never be the same. I miss you more then words can say and to watch you die in my arms, I will never forget. I hope you know how much you meant to me and how much I miss you. I ache for you and miss you so much. No matter how many people are around me I'm still empty and alone without you. We were one and now I walk around with this massive void in my heart and soul. I wish this never happened and I wish you were here beside me like you always were. I died when you died my sweet boy. Rest in piece Budster. I hope your ok now and not hurting. Please come visit me once and a while as I miss you more then words can express. Rest in piece baby boy! I love you always and miss you terribly. Love Mom