Ellie was only 4 years old when i lost her.

I got her as a rescue dog aged 2.

On the day she died i had taken her out for her usual walk,

she always wanted her ball,i threw the ball and she jumped up to catch it and it went down her throat and stuck.

I tried in vain to remove the ball but could not.

I Took her to the vets and they gave her a pre-med but her heart stopped and she died at 3-0pm.

Iloved her so much,i cannot even begin to describe the pain i am feeling at present.

She was a special dog in so many ways.

Imiss her warm tongue on my face,she would follow me every where i went,even to the bathroom and give me her paw and akiss even though i had not asked for this.

Ellie was a German Shepherd and in my lifetime i have owned a number of the breed,but not like Ellie, she was a special kind loving dog with nothing but love to give.

I am totally lost without her,and since she died ,i have still been going out down to the country lane where i used to walk her,and where it happened.

I have lit a candle,and put it in front of her picture,along with her chewstick and half eaten bone, and a little of her fur from the floor.

Please when does this suffering end.

This message is for you Ellie-I LOVE YOU AND ALWAYS WILL,

MY SPECIAL SWEETHEART WHO GAVE ME SO MUCH LOVE AND AFFECTION.ALL MY LOVE MUM XXXXXXXX