Over 13 years ago, I walked into a rescue shelter, looking for my first dog. I had hoped to find an adult dog, since this would be my first, I thought that would be the best way to go. I walked around the kennels for awhile, looking at all the loving dogs, begging for attention. Then out of the corner of my eye, I saw a sweet little GSD mix puppy. Just 3 months old. I bent down to her cage and looked in, at that moment my heart was stolen by the deepest, most soulfull brown eyes I had ever seen. After filling out the paperwork and getting everything settled, they carried you to my car and placed you on the seat, you were so scared. I talked to you the whole drive home, after about 15 minutes, you squeezed in behind me and hid there, so I spent the hour long drive home leaning forward on the steering wheel so you would be comfortable.

When we got home, I gently placed you on the ground, was suprised when you stumbled and swerved when you walked. I was worried you were ill, but then it dawned on me that you had been in that tiny cage since you were 8 weeks old. Your skinny little legs were under developed. I gave you all my love and TLC. You followed me EVERYWHERE, I didnt even need a leash, cause you would never leave my side. We named you Raven. You started to grow and thrive. Then you found out how much fun it was to run! You would love to run, flat out, flying like the wind. Brushing by us, before taking a wild turn and barreling off in a new direction. You would run until you were worn out, flopping on the grass to roll around and enjoy the warm sun.

You were my best friend for 13 years. Always there with a tender lick to wipe away my tears. Always ready to go run and play, my joy was amplified by your exuberance for life.

I was blessed to have you with me for so long. But age catches up with us all. You started to slow down, your body failing, but your soul and spirit was unstoppable. You are a noble girl, never showing the pain, always being brave and strong, even when your body was slipping away.

Today, I held you and whispered how much I loved you, when we finally had to let you go. My heart shattered when I felt your spirit leave. I dont know what I will do without you Raven.

But I know that you are no longer in pain. You no longer suffer. I can just imagine you waking up at the rainbow bridge, looking around. Standing up with ease, feeling your strength returned, no more pain. I know you are running baby, flying like the wind again.

Shine on babygirl. Until you and I see each other again. You took a huge piece of my heart and soul when you left today, please cherish and keep them close until we are reunited.