Mommy misses you so much. I feel so guilty I should've brought you to the vet right away, you didn't even wait for me. Your death is so sudden, it's been 12 days and everything is still a shock and so painful to me. I wish i could've spend more time with you. Thank you for bringing happiness to me and to our family. I'll miss the times you beg for more mango ice cream. We'll eat secretly but somehow you know the color of the ice cream tub and cry. Mama, chloie and i miss you terribly. We love you. I am so heartbroken i don't know where to start.