I thought my heart would burst, your perfect little face in my hand .. Your beautiful eyes closed and If I made the right decision why do I ache ... It's hard, I dished up two bowls tonight, habit .. I wake up hearing your pawsteps in the house .. I light candles and kiss your pictures .. I just want you home, safe, with me .. I'm so sorry and I regret it deeply .. but the day you found your way to me I swore we'd have a wonderful life,..and we did .. You were my favourite hello and my hardest goodbye.. I miss you so ...