Akie, mummy is in pains now... Mummy misses u a lot.. Mummy can't eat, sleep and merely drink... Why do you have to go? I am sorry my heart aching boy, mummy know and aware you are suffering... Mummy just wish that all the clinic visiting and acupuncture will make you feel better... Mummy don't mean to hurt you further...Just want u to stable down the coughing sitiuation... I love you, ar boy... There are so much thing I have not shares wif you..... Mummy keep sobbing non stop... Forgive me, boy boy... I love so much...