You came into my life almost 12 years ago next Saturday. Never in a day have I felt more love from anyone, except my mom. Never more loyalty trust and compassion... Your name was Winston Churchill "Totto" Erasmus. You were my best friend and the one littl...e person I really looked forward to seeing when I come home...almost as much as you looked forward to seeing me again. Today, at 12:20 I extinguished your light my Totto. I am sitting in darkness and so empty. I packed your toys and goodies and gave it to your friend who is dearly missing you as he sniffs me and looks for you all the time. Totto, you were and will always be my best friend, you will always be the best gift God set on my path and I thank him for it. From the day I saw you as a bundle of fluff in the petshop window, cheeky as ever to now, after you lay your head in my arms and I could feel your heart stop, kissing your quiet lips and beyond, I will always love you.. A part of me died today and tomorrow or the next day or whenever, I will celebrate your love and your light until the end of my time. Then I am sure you will be waiting for me. All my love... "Mommy"