My Special Special Boy I miss you so much. Life will not be the same without you. You will be with Gemma now at Rainbow bridge. I lost you both in such a short time 6 weeks apart and I miss you more than anything. We went through a lot together and you were always there to lick away my tears. What am I going to do without you. I hope you are happy where you are my special special boy. We had our own special language and we talked to each other we always knew what each other wanted. I am so lonely now.