My Dear Kiana, I can't believe this day has come that I am writing a memorial for my baby girl. You have brought so much happiness into my life. I am still in shock. One day I am taking you to the vet cause of your arthritis then they tell me Addison's Disease. Then on Christmas Day you just were'nt yourself I felt something was wrong. When we took you to the emergency vet the worse news was told to us. My baby had Chest tumors and a enlarged spleen! What happen to just having Addisons. My heart was killing me for you and for me. I cant believe my time with my best friend,side kick and daughter was limited. I was confused on how this happened with no signs. You were eating, getting up to go outside, following me and Alex around as always and of course waking us up at night for bananas. Then everything changed within 5days from when I was told you had cancer. I was told you can die of a painful death that I would of had to make a decision. It was the hardest one I have ever made but you were getting worse inside. Kiana I could'nt make you suffer cause you would of never done that to me. You were ALWAYS by my side and believe me I miss that more then you can imagine. I new you were uncomfortable and holding on for us. That night when I saw you restless and panting I new we had to make a decision. I couldnt make you suffer. Kiana I love you with all my heart. To let yo go was so so hard but I new it would be better for you. The 13yrs I had with you was the "BEST" it can never be replaced. We had that special bond and I am missing you so bad. You are now at peace with your brother and cousins. Playen in the fields, eating so many bananas and just running aroud. Looking at your pictures kill me and not seeing you lay in your certain spots breaks my heart. I miss you I miss you I miss you!!!! Thank You for being so loyal to me and for loving me as much as you did. We all miss you! Alexandrea and dad are hurting just as much. You were a wonderful sister to her thank you for looking after her. Like Alex always said Mommy ,Daddy and Kiana ALL BEST FRIENDS! That will never change. Until we meet again you will ALWAYS be in my heart. So so many Kisses I am sending you! I miss you baby girl....Love you Always and forever Mommy xoxo