The meaning of Clarence's name: Victorious and Pure! To me that was exactly how he was! He was the best friend and companion you could wish for! I miss our morning chats and his silent presence in each room! He was diagnosed with FeLV. He was so brave and I knew he tried to hold on for as long as he could. I could`nt be with him on his final hours but my acing heart just needs to rest in the fact that he knew I wanted to be there and that I loved him more than anything! I take comfort in this poem: Do not stand at my grave and weep I am not there I do not sleep. I am in a thousand winds that blow I am the softly falling snow. I am the gentle showers of rain, I am the fields of ripening grain. I am in the morning hush, I am in the graceful rush Of beautiful birds in circling flight, I am the starshine of the night. I am in the flowers that bloom, I am in a quiet room. I am the birds that sing I am in each gentle thing. Do not stand at my grave and cry. I am not there. I did not die. Author: Mary E. Frye (formerly attributed to Native American sources).