Hi Ozzy, this is Mummy writing to you. Wish you were able to see it.

I wanted to tell you that despite Kylie's birth and us concentrating to take care of her as a baby, we have never stopped loving you.



Do you remember how we brought you back from Bukit Batok? You were so small and dark, but you were braver than your siblings and that was why we believed you were the one for us.



Then you stayed at Daddy's place because Grandma didnt want me to have a puppy, but I felt that I must be with you. For 2 years +, you were there where we frequently go for walks and also dog runs... but at the dog run park, you choose to hang out with me, rather than socialise with the other dogs.



Then we moved to our own house and you were free to roam around. Big place, Im sure you loved it. I know sometimes it may have been disheartening for you to be confined in the kitchen but we have no choice. I hope you understand.



Why must you wait till we come home then you drink water or pee? You should know its not good for you to hold so long.. Daddy, Mummy's got to work and we can't be with you 24 hours... But i know you have been a good gal, bcos you would always welcome us back with your loud barks and aww, painful sharp paws..



I miss you Ozzy... your death was too sudden for me to take. Somehow we do have that inkling you may leave us soon bcos u were not feeling well.. but you could have wait till we bring you to the vet then let us get you treated. You know i would spend money on you. Why didnt you wait? 



Is it because you see that we have put so much love into Kylie that you feel neglected? You should know you can always come up to me and snuggle beside me.. I wont chase you away.. but you chose to leave us when we felt that you have stayed.



Where are you now? Heaven? Maybe you are now at a place where you don't suffer from this pain anymore. No more itching, no more dandruff.. you dont have to wait for food to drop on the floor b4 getting to eat something w lotsa taste. 



You know, I hope you can come back and dream with me. I hope you would come into my dreams and play with me. If can, every night? You know I miss you so deeply now, my heart hurts.



I miss you Ozzy, I really do. and I really loved you. Now that you are in Heaven, I hope while you are playing, you can remember me always. 



If there's reincarnation, I hope you can come back and join me as a companion. I won't get any more dogs. No one has the power to replace you. I love you, zy... take care....