i liked you the moment i laid my eyes on you. i loved the color of your fur and you seemed to be a naughty little bunny from the first moment.we thought you were a boy but later went on to realize that you were a girl. but you will always be my baby boy. you made life so wonderful these past four years and seven months.it is so hard for me to accept that i will never be able to see you again, touch you, call out loud "mama koi tumi?". your mommy misses you and it has been only one day. mommy is sorry baba that she has left you in a strange place to sleep alone. dadu cries so much.he misses you a lot. nanu misses you too.she feels lonely when dadu and i'm not at home.it's been one day and we haven't yet thrown away your last meal. baba i miss you. i wish you could come back and look at me from the other room like you used to or just lie down with your limbs stretched out. nanu wouldn't scold you anymore even if you ate paint off the wall if you could just come back. i didn't even bother to see you once before going to bed the previous night.because i thought there was always the next day and you would be there for me,just to wake up and see you lying with your eyes wide open staring into space, the sparkle in your eyes missing. i love you a lot ma.tmi porda tano, bichanae utho, bashae potty koro, wall kamrao keu kichu bolbe na tomake ma. tumi jodi ashte ma. tomke chara basha ekdom kahli ma. tomar khacha khali pore aache ma, tomar jonno wait kore ma. ma tumi amader chere koi eka ghumiye acho? keu bujhe na, shobai haashe.ami ar dadu kandi ma. ma tumi amar jaan. tomake chara onek koshto hoe. amk maaf kore diyo mommy tomake ekla dure ghum pariye esheche eka eka. ma er sthe raag koro na please. i love you ma, amader kokhono bhulo na. bhalo theko ma jekhanei acho, khushi theko tumi. allah tomar kheal rakhbe. you will always be with me ma... mummy loves you shona.