alfie was a bundle of joy never stopped fighting his lead he was and always will be my best friend he helped me throught some bad times he was there for me he never hurt me never made me cry. his death was heart breaking its been 3 weeks and yet it only felt like yestorday i had the call from the vet giving me the worst news he was only seven i miss him i would do anything to have him back. the worst thing is that i feel like i killed him evan though i know i did'nt what killed him was people putting poison down.. it all happend to fast i went to bed at 6.00am he was perfectly healthy till i woke up friday morning i woke up 5 hours later to find him serousley ill i rushed him to the vet. i stayed up for over 40 hrs i went to the vets on saturday 18th and he seemed better i had hope that he would bo getting better i said goodbye and kissed him to say good night when i returned home i recieved that dreaded call to tell me that he had passed on i am still heart broken i feal so empty and lost now.. he was my whole life the vet said he must of got hold of some poison some how the thing i dont understand is i dont have any poison my only theory is that certain people are using something to kill the rabbits and badgers and some how my poor baby alfie came into contact with it....... now i am without my alfie but i have to keep going for alfies best mate mika my other baby dog.... alfie was a dream dog so friendly so happy and playfull you brought me light you gave me a reason to live he was a jack russell terrier cross border terrier seven years old and murderd by some cruel hunters/farmers/ or people who are careless we never changed route always the same so i know were he would of got it but cant find any evidance..... now i live like an empty shell i feel so down with out you i cant sleep properley never have i missed any human like i do for my little dog alfie but i know i have to keep my self going for mika he needs me but i feel like i have no energy i dont enjoy the walks now there aint much i do that i enjoy alfie i will always love you without you i am not whole please remember i spent seven years since he was six weaks old with him me and alfie were rareley seperated now we are i feel so incomplete i love my alfie