My baby was born in my room, he was a part of me. He suffered from blocked bladder 5 years ago when he was only 2. After his treatment, every thing was fine but suddenly he got sick again and he forced him self to pass urine so hard that he ruptured his bladder and kidneys. He had to be put to sleep. I did  this with a stone on my heart, I cried and asked for forgiveness. I am a broken person now, I cannot be healed, I miss my baby so much, it hurts beyond belief. I have lost 3 cats in less than 4 months, I miss my Bug and Gah. I lost Don in 2007, I have three cats left now and I will love them with every thing I have. My entire life revolves around my cats, I am waiting for my time to be over soon so I can go and stay with all of my pets forever...