Angus, you were my little man. I grew up with you. We shared the fun times and you gave me so many happy memories growing up. Now you are gone my childhood must be over. Im 24 and an adult and you are free of pain. You will live on in my memories forever. I adored you. From the day we first saw you and you slept in my hand and then we bougth you home as a little bundle of white fluff. You buried yourself into my sleeping bag at my 10th birthday sleep over and you were so cute I couldnt stop looking at you. You never stopped being a puppy. Im so sorry I wasnt there for you for the last few years. Everytime I visited home I looked for you and made sure I said goodbye, but I never wanteds it to be my last goodbye. I always said I would take you to mine to live but you were too old and going blind and it was selfish. So I missed your last few days and didnt get to hug you one last time or tickle you behind your ears. Im sorry. I hope your last few days were happy too. I was totally unaware of your pain. I hope you are now free of it and can fogive me for not being there. I know mum and dad did the right thing for you and cared for you in your last moments. Im not sure how long it will be for me to get over your loss and Im sad that I never realised just how much you did mean to me until now. I hope you are free and happy and understand why I couldnt be there. Mum has kept your favourite toy that i bought you and I will keep it forever as my memory of you and how much joy you bought us all. Im sorry my little man that you had to leave us.