To my little Mayo angel.  It's been long since you left us but i still love and miss you so much.  We'll never, ever forget you.  You made a permanent place in our hearts.  Daddy and I miss you.

I miss those big, loving, caring eyes of you staring at me, i miss you sleeping next to me and Daddy.  I miss you making a mess.  I miss you playing in your tree house.



I remember the night of you accedent.  Dad went looking for you, and as i came around the corner, he held you, and did not want to give you to me.  When i took you i saw blood, and i cried like a baby.  I prayed for you to recover, but when we took you to the vet, he told us that we could keep you alive, but you'll have pain forever.  I could see how much you suffered.  He booked you for a couple of days later.  I beged you to get better, to walk, to eat.  You could't move on your own.  Daddy had to take you to work to keep an eye on you and to feed you and drain you bladder, you could't even do that anymore.

I felt sick as we drove to the vet to put you to sleep.  Daddy held you the whole time.  I remember the vet giving you that injection.  You looked back at me, eyes filled with love, then, then you left us.  Softly, my angel baby was gone.  Dad and I cried so much. We took you home, sat with you for a while, and placed you in your grave.  We stood there for a while.  I hate the fact that i had to make the choice on whether you get to live or die, but you looked thankful when you looked at me before you died. 

I still cry about you alot.  You sure made your mark in mommy's heart.  It will be there forever, you'll live on in my heart forever.



Love you angel, i know you have lots of fury friends and angels looking after you.

Rest in peace my baby cats.