As you can see I have put in his date of death on the 18/04/2008 but as many of you know, we dont really know what happened to Cosmo. 

He could have been knocked and killed or still alive but stolen or lost or he might even come home-nobody knows. And I think in a way thats what hurts me the most-I dont know whether my boy is still alive or if he had died days before I began to accept that he might never come home again.



Alot of you might think Im crazy for doing this and think that "hes just a cat" but he meant more to me than I even realised. I didnt realise how much of my life he actually filled and I most definitely didnt realise just how much Id miss him.



This is just my way of saying goodbye cos I didnt get to see him "one last time" like Ive wished so much during the last few weeks.



I also want to thank everyone who has been there with me through all this-my mother, Jerome and Jenny.

But esp Jerome who has been through 99% of the tears and heartache with me and has tried so hard to make me feel better.



Thank you everyone for taking the time to read this.



Shamona