It is so hard to sit here and write the things I am feeling. Madonna was my baby, my girl. She stole my heart many years ago, has kept it, and will keep it! She was my companion and best friend. Oh God, how I will miss her... More than anything, I am so sorry for the way she has suffered the past several years from asthma. There have been at least a half dozen times that I didn't think she would make it, but she always pulled through, well, until today. She is in a much better place now and will no longer suffer from her illness.