Deef was my very best friend always there by my side through good times and bad times . He was my warmth when i was cold , my up when i was feeling down , and he was that special hug when i needed one the most. Always ready for a walk i would say to him wanna go out Deef ? Go get me the leash , and of course he wouldn't let me down he would come with the leash . He would spend countless hours guarding myself and my parents as we slept at night to ensure we were safe. Often at night he would wait for me to say goodnight to him before he himself would settle down. Faithful in every way , that was Deef . All the times sitting on the floor with him asking for his right paw and left paw and of course he would do it for me all the kinds of little tricks i showed him over the years, but there was one thing that went with all of it and it was unique to him and that was his personality, I will miss that for sure. i had a little better than 12 years with him 12 loving faithful years not nearly enough ,but i guess the day had to come and yes i would rather see him not suffer than be sick because that would not be fair . I know that as time goes by i will learn to accept that he is gone. But never will i get use to missing him as much as i do. It feels as though a huge piece of me is gone and can never be fixed. Every morning i still do the same go to the porch and have a look to see if your there Deef and i guess you are there in spirit that is and you had lots of it and one big heart , until we meet again my friend . I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART DEEF.