My Darling Muffin, I miss you more than words could ever say. I still turn to see you with every noise but you aren't there. The bed is so lonely without you & I wish you could be here to lick my tears away like you used to. I miss your kisses everyday. I will never forget you and hope wherever you are you will never forget me. The sadness and tears will fade but the memories are mine forever. You departed on the 10th December 2007; you were almost 18 years old. I am so sorry that you had to be put to sleep but the vet said you would suffer otherwise; I would never have or want you suffering. You are with your son Joshua now, in peace. Life is so cruel - you were such a fighter but you had so little strength left at the end. Sassy’s missing you even though you didn’t always see eye to eye with her. I'll miss you always my little angel but you are forever in my heart & I look forward to seeing you again one day. All my love honey Mummy xxxx