I FIRST MET MY CAT BINX WHO STRANGLED ON A TOY TWO DAYS AGO IN MY BACK YARD 3 YEARS AGO .HE WAS VERY SMALL AND HUNGRAY I WAS RECOVERING FROM A TRIPLE BYPASS SURGURY ,AND WAS JUST BEGINNG TO WALK AGAIN AFTER ALMOST DIEING .HE CAME UP TO ME IN MY BACK YARD AND BEGAN TO MEOW AT ME TILL I PICKED HIM UP .HE WAS FROM THAT DAY FORWARD MY BEST FREIND, MY FAMILY DOES NOT CARE MUCH FOR ME MY WIFE SAYS SHE HATES ME AND HAS FOR 22 YEARS MY SON IS 20 YEARS OLD AND DOES NOT CARE ABOUT ME MUCH EITHER .I WAS AND AM VERY LONELEY. BINX WAS THE ONLY FRIEND I HAD ,HE SHOWED ME MORE LOVE THAN ANYONE EVER HAS , I AM A EX POLICE OFFICER AND HAVE ALWAYS TRYED TO BE A GOOD PERSON ,I WAS A US MARINE NOW A VETERAN AND AM A COAST GUARD AUXILIARIST , I CAN NEVER REPLACE MY FREIND BINX Ipass by the spot in my dining room where he died and i cry,I SEE THINGS THAT REMIND ME OF HIM AND IT HURTS LIKE HELL THAT HE GONE, I MISS MY BINX, WELL  THANKS FOR LETTING ME AIR MY FEELINGS ,YOUR FRIEND BINXESDAD