PJ was the love of my life.  Very loving and always gave me lots of kisses and she loved to cuddle with me and actually drank out of a glass of water. I got her when she was six years old in Vermont while joining my girlfriend Nancy and her family for Thanksgiving.  I went back in January and brought PJ home with me.  She has helped me through recovery and many other hurdles in my life.  I feel as if I just lost my child - which I did and I hope and pray to God I've done the right thing.  I will miss her beautiful emerald eyes.