Mikey,

  Its not easy for me to deal with you being gone.  I still whistel for you when I come home. I will miss the way you meow with your mouth closed, and how you always had to have your nose touch mine befor you could fall asleep. I cleaned the house and found your stach of milk rings you kept under the couch. I never did get your obsation with those. I still cry over that day, the day I could not do anything for you. I could not releave you from the pain. At times I feel if just maybe I had the money and Maybe if I maxed out the credit cards just to see you painless, but knowing it was never going to be a permenit fix, But tring to convince myself I did the right thing is one hard thing to do. Mikey you have been my only baby boy and will always be.You brought me joy and laughter into my life. you always knew what to do when I was feelinjg blue. I just hope I had made your life the best ever as you had done to mine Please forgive me as I have loved you so much. But I know you are now with the Lord in kitty heaven with all the milk rings you could think of. You will always be with me and NEVER forgotten. Love your mother