Baby girl, I am in a daze, I feel completely numb! It all seems surreal...it happened so fast! The cancer spread so fast; too fast for me to help you! I am so sorry! You were such a trooper through it all, you kept your tail wagging up to the last minute! I hope you were not in pain, I know you would not have shown it, if you were! I am a lost person, I am not sure what to do w/o you! I just wander around the house...it is so empty! I swear I still hear your toenails tapping on the floor & I wake up at night still to see if you need help getting on the bed! I haven't been able to sleep, I miss you curled up next to me! I still turn on the t.v. for you when I leave the house & you are still the first thing I look for when I return! I am glad that you were in the safety of my arms when you died, I know you were uneasy with new places. I made sure you were well taken care of, my Little Fat Girl! I know you are in a happier place, and you are feeling better now! I bet Uncle Boo, Poppy, Honey Boy, and Mimi were right there to greet you w/ their tails wagging! I know time will heal this, but it will be time w/o you; I have to accept that! Mommy misses you so very much and you are loved more than you could ever imagine! I love you Baby Dog!! xoxoxo