Terri my sweet little boy, no words can express the pain of losing you...I still refused to accept that you have left us. The lost of you have taken away a big piece of my heart and life is never the same again without you. I know you are now at a better place in heaven with no more medications and pain. Rest in peace my precious Terri boy.
You are only 4 1/2 months when I brought you home on 20 June 1992 and my very first furkid. Eversince then, you weaved yourself into my heart. You are always there for everyone just like your nickname 'Korkor' meaning elder brother. For 4981 days you filled my life with so much joy,happiness & unconditional love leaving me with memories which I will never forget.
You have given me more than I can ever express and I can never thank you enough. You are not only adorable but also understanding and was always there for me in good times and bad times. I miss you dearly! When I am sad, you would filled my face with kisses and when I get angry, you will tip-toed and hide in your cage till I say "Sorry lah, come Mummy love you". You never failed to check my shoes when I come home, until you are satisfied with your findings. You are the greatest boy to everyone who knows you.
I dont know if it's right to have you hospitalized when you are diagnosed with renal failure and needed treatment, but the vet said that's the best way to keep you going. If you had not refused to eat for days when I tried giving you all the food you like, I swear, I would never have let you suffered those drips...Though you are to be on lifetime medication for your heart problem but you are still so active, strong and bright. How could this happened so fast in just few days when you have regular checkups???
It hurts bitterly!!! Terri,I am always your mummy and you are forever my dear son, my special boy. I knew you understood every word mummy spoke to you, that no matter what, I will never give up on you! You can never be replaced and please don't worry, I will take good care of Nikki and myself.
Mummy have a niche done for u with your urn, photo, favorite treats and possessions, at one of your favorite spot, looking out the front door. I hope you like it. Just as I promised you, we went for a ride to Orchard Road before I bring your ashes home...
I am sure you have lived your life to the fullest with so many people loving you. Did you hear me talking to you everyday? Don't feel sad when you look down from heaven and see mummy still mourning. Just keep the piece of heart you took away from mummy safely and make it whole again when we are reunited. I know you are still with us and please watch over Nikki from heaven. You will always be in mummy's heart and soul. I love you eternally, my forever Terri Boy.
Love,
Mummy Alycia
03/08/06