This was the most loving, sweetest and cutest of cats. He was a blue point siamese cat. Love loved getting his belly rubbed. He loved getting scratched under the chin, above his head and on his rear near his tail. He loved giving kisses. All you had to say was "kisses" and he would give you some kisses. He was very responsive to his name. He loved watching birds on the rooftop in the backyard porch.He also enjoyed music and when we had the radio playing and people were talking. He meowed very loud , he wanted to go outside all the time and be with other cats. He would sneak out sometimes but he always came back home. He also meowed when he wanted attention. I would always give him some attention. I miss having him around. I lost my bestfriend so suddenly. He got sick on a Friday that's when I noticed he was sleeping more then usual. I asked him what's wrong and he would ignore me and not respond. He didn't eat and wouldn't drink and when he finally did drink he took little sips. I took him to the veterinary emergency clinic. They said he was a sick cat. They said he looked very dehydrated and injected him with fluids. They said if he wasn't better by Monday to take him to his regular vet. I did that following Monday. They started him on IV . I didn't want to put him to sleep as the vet recommended ,I wanted him to die naturally , I didn't think of death at all. I comforted him on his dying days gave him medication that the vet offered. He became weak day by day. The last day my mom stayed with him. I went to school. I should have stayed home. My mom noticed he was very weak still not eating. She tried feeding him. he would only lick his lips.Then he stumbled to his side twice. She tried to pick him up and have him standing but he was too weak.  He lay there on the side twitching and  made some noises. My mom called me to get home as soon as possible. She said he was dead. I couldn't believe it I was terrified. When I got home he was lying on his side stiff with his tongue hanging in his mouth on the side , eyes wide OPENED. He died with his eyes opened. I cried and didn't know what to do I took him to the emergency veterinary clinic. They told me he was dead. I cried..I lost my best friend ...I spent some time holding his stiff and cold body..I kissed him...I stroked his soft fur...this was the last I seen of him. He had been cremated and now I have his cremains in an urn. I'm really sad..I cry...why did this have to happen? and what could I have done to prevent this?I did all I could...I thought he would get better...but he didn't. I will love you forever my little baby I know you lived a happy life..you will always be remebered, I think about you all the time..your always in my thoughts I love you forever Love...Rest in peace  Lovey ..my little baby..now you can run free and play with the other cats...now your safe and not suffering. Your in Heaven my little angel.....your free from sickness...i have alot of memories to cherish......