Too much to type it all out. 

I am so lost without you, and I feel as though I will NEVER be found!

I'm struggling to figure out how I am supposed to live without you

You are my best friend; always have been and always will be! You are THEE GREATEST 'thing' that has ever 'happened' to/for me. I am so grateful to have been so lucky to be apart of your life, be your 'owner.' 

You turned my life around; which I never thought would have happened, until I met you.

I miss you so unbelievably much, there's not even a second of everyday that im not in an unbearable amount of pain and agony without you... I feel so expendable,pointless or useless. Or that my life has no purpose anymore. You are my soulmate! I love and miss everything about you. Thank you; for being you! I don't really know how to put how I feel into words... But being without you is by far  the absolute most painful thing I have ever felt.

 I always said that "when she(you) go; I go!" And I'm struggling not to come join you, so we can be inseperable again! I just want you back. I love and miss you so much; and it never gets easier or less painful, regardless of the amount of time that passes.