my lovely little pippy boy,i miss you more every day,my life is not complete without you.its 10wks ago today that i let you go to sleep,and i keep thinking was it to soon to let you go,maybe you would have got better,i know my thinking is distorted at the moment because i am grieving my loss of my beautiful little boy,you see you where such a very special dog and you taught me a lot in the 10yrs i was lucky enough to have you in my life,the biggest thing you taught me is what loving and giving love unconditionly really meant.i miss coaxing you to eat your chicken meat with all your pills inside,i miss getting up a few times in the night to let you out in the garden,i miss cuddling you to my music,you loved that so much baby.i miss talking to you,i miss everything about you and it hurts,its hard living my life without you in it because i loved you so much,just as i love my 5 human children.i know i am lucky that i have your son benji,daughter amy and lucy there mum,but nobody can replace you my special fudley.not a day goes by that i dont think about you all the time and talk to your photos.you have left an empty space that nothing or nobody can fill.the only way i can console myself is the fact that we will be together again one day.goodbye for now pippy,sleep tight,i miss you, your mum xxx