T.J came into my life as a destructive eighteen month old.  He had human spirit and knew exactly what i said, felt and thought.  He was my baby boy, who built a bond with not only me but with everyone he came in contact with.  His legs stopped serving him only yesterday and little did he know how hard it was for me to end his suffering but happy and precious life. Today has probably been one of the worst days of my life, the emptiness i now feel is heaart wrenching and feels at this point in time eternal and difficult to overcome.  Have you ever had a pet that followed you even to the toilet, watched you while you bathed, slept beside you every breathing moment of there life.  If you have had that experience then you will appreciate what I am saying about my baby boy, my life companion, my loyal friend till the end. T.J. if you hear my thoughts I Love You and always will. I know when my time comes you will be there waiting for me as you always have at them golden gates we know as heaven.  Till then my baby boy rest in peace your ever loving mummy xxx