Hide was my cat's son, Yoona. He was born on February 17, 2022 along with his brother and sister named Run and Climb. Among the three, Hide was the most clingy. I feel a bit guilty right now because there were moments where I found him annoying. He just loved comfort and loved getting my attention. Hide was very fond of eating. He would eat with us during breakfast, lunch and dinner. He liked having his own plate. Among the siblings, Hide was also the one who's always missing. There was a time when he left home for three days. I felt bad because I didn't search for him I was sick that time and I used that as a reason. Maybe I thought that he would eventually come home which he really did at night. I was the happiest to see him come home, hungry and energetic. I even stood up from bed although I wasn't feeling well. Four days ago, he also went missing together with Run, but my mom found them yesterday (June 15, 2022) in our neighbor's house. He didn't look so good, he has been vomiting and having liquid discharges. He was never like this even though he has been sick before. He tried to escape from our house that day but we found him with dirts. Maybe he couln't already control his body but really tried to. Hide was the easiet to bathe. He would scream and try to escape but wouldn't leave a single scratch on your skin. So, that night, I did bathe him. I gave him food, water and tried to overcome his cold. I put Efficascent Oil on his body which my mom suggested. I was busy doing chores after that and he went missing after a few minutes. It was 11 pm but we tried to search for him in our neighborhood. We failed. In the morning, the first thing I did was to search for him again which was also a failure. A few hours later, my cousin found him dead upstairs, under a drawer. I didn't believe him. I thought Hide was just sleeping but now it all made sense. Yesterday, he tried to escape several times, maybe he didn't want us to see him die. I am full of regrets right now, for all the times that I did ignore him, found him annoying and pushed him out. He was the sweetest. I loved him very much.  I could have new kittens, but will never have a Hide in my life. I will never see him. His death will surely bring me sorrow and grief for a long time but I shall move on. I wish I could bring back time and tell him how much I love and treasure him.



Our happiest moment was when my mom saw him dancing after I played a song on my laptop. He jammed to the music.



Hide, wherever you are, I hope you're feeling well. You've always been sick when you were alive. It's okay if you're mad at me but please, do not forget me... ever, because I never will. For four months, I have learned to love you, cared for you which I will be never to do again. I would've love to create more memories with you but the ones that we had is enough to last a lifetime. I love you. We love you. Rest easy now, our angel. ??