I only had the joy of sharing in Bear's life for eight months.  He died the day before yesterday.  The vet still has not been able to determine what was wrong with him.  All it took was just one look for me to see that Bear was a one in a million kitten.  He was such a sweet boy.  Even though the vet had told me that eventually Bear would turn into a great big boy - he was spoiled rotten and still would give me a little "baby meow".  Bear lost his "big sister" Sasha (21+ years) just 6 weeks ago and he would look for her constantly.  His other "big sister" (Jessica 21+ years) now looks for both of them.  Bear you were so special, thanks for coming to my life.  We miss you, Bear Bear.  Beth (mama) and Jessie.