My wonderful Sam-Sam was the joy of my life. We adopted her in 1993 and it was the best decision our family could possibly have made. From the moment she hopped into the car, Sam-Sam made my life brighter. She was adorable and sweet, loving and loyal, well-behaved and way too smart for her own good! She was the best pet anyone could ever ask for. I miss everything about my Sam-Sam but some of the things that I miss most:
~ Being swatted with her little paw in an effort to swindle more biscuits.
~ Bringing her to work with me when I was teching at the animal hospital.
~ Comforting her during the night when she had bad dreams.
~ Bringing her to Starbucks with DJ and Auntie Lauren.
~ Carrying her back home when she got too tired on our walks.
~ Picking the ice out from between her toes during our winter walks.
~ Rescuing her when she got herself stuck in big snow piles during our winter walks.
~ Jumping in piles of crunchable leaves with her in the fall.
~ Being woken up by her snoring.
~ Holding her on my lap while I played with her flopsy little ears.
~ Getting covered in her dribbles.
~ Letting her steal my pillow.
~ Stealing eyeball smooches.
~ Tickling her little footies.
~ Taking her for rides in the car.
~ Bringing her back half of my white Godiva bar whenever I got one at the mall.
~ Trying to put makeup on her.
~ Watching her "box" with the pillows and couch cushions.
~ Retrieving the various things she'd stolen and hidden beneath the armchair.
~ Making up silly songs and singing them to her.
~ Knowing she'll be here waiting for me at the end of the day.
My wonderful munchkin suffered a stroke one evening while I was out. I returned home to find that she couldn't properly use her hind legs. Her legs deteriorated more and more in the coming days. The vet prescribed various medications for her, which made her even sicker; my Sam-Sam had gone into acute renal failure and refused to eat, drink, or even move anymore. We had no choice but to put her down. Unfortunately, the vet was the epitome of incompetence; my Sam-Sam's last moments were painful to watch, as she cried and banged her lovable little head on the metal table. She passed into Summerland in June of 2006 and left a hole in my heart that can never be filled.
Sam-Sam, I hope you know that that is not what we meant to happen to you. We wanted to end your suffering and bring you peace. You were a very special little girl and did not deserve what happened to you; if I could go back and do things differently I would and I hope that you can forgive us and know that we love you and only wanted the best for you. You brought me 16 years of happiness, laughs, smiles, love, snuggles, and just enough mischief to keep me on my toes! You are extremely loved and missed, Sammy. Rest in peace and mommy will look for you at the Rainbow Bridge.
"I explained to St. Peter,
I'd rather stay here,
outside the pearly gate.
I won't be a nuisance,
I won't even bark,
I'll be very patient and wait.
I'll be here,
chewing on a celestial bone,
no matter how long you may be.
I'd miss you so much
if I went in alone,
it wouldn't be heaven for me."