my baby girl was beautiful, she lived to a ripe old age and still it was a shock, i miss her so much, she was so reserved yet around the people who loved her she would give her love freely. she gave me a thousand kisses and she would sleep with me most nights, i will never see her again and i keep on wishing that i could bring her back i wished i had gone before her but her time had come. after she died i had to stroke her but it wasnt the same she was cold it wasnt baby anymore. i feel like ive lost that special someone, she always used to be there when i cried but now i dont have anyones body to cuddle up to and im crying all the time. We are going to bury her and then i will never see her again, she's dead now i hate to say it my baby is dead and i keep on asking did i love her enough? did i cuddle her enough? she was so old, so frail. i will miss her so much ive lost my best friend.