my beloved great dane was a very calm and chilled out dog most of the time. but had a real cheek about her. if you sat in her seat she would go to the door and pretend she wanted the toilet, then once you got up to let her out she would run back to her seat. 

i always promised myself id be with u at the end jazz, but when it came i failed u coz i went to pieces. im sorry and i will live with that guilt forever. i loved u so much and hope that u forgive me for being a coward.

i was thinking about getting a new dog, but ive realised now that it wont take the pain away and would not be fair on another dog to try and step into your shoes, at the moment they are far to big for anything to fill.

if i could relive that day there would be so many things i would do differently. in fact so many things over the last few months id do differently.

we will meet again one day and i look forward to that so much. i know you will forgive coz that was ur nature. u will walk to me with a wag in ur tail and things will be as they were.

i love u jazz, never forget that