To My Otis… If I had known… The day before that I was going to lose you the very next day, Mommy would have Hugged you tighter and longer Kissed you over and over Rubbed your ears in that favorite spot Let you come into bed with us that last night Fed you your favorite foods Took you on a walk, no matter how tired I was Played with you and your favorite toys Let you chew on whatever you wanted Let you bark at whatever you wanted Never let you outside without watching your every move Took you to work with me Took you in my arms and refuse to let go… I can’t stop thinking about you, Otis. The house is so lonely and empty and sad without you… We gave you the best life we could, and we wanted to give you years and years of more happiness on Earth with us, your family. For some reason, the angels and heaven and God wanted you sooner. We will never know why until we can join you. We will always be your family, Otis, always. It hurts so much without you…Daddy and I cannot bear it…Isabelle misses you like crazy…and Autumn keeps saying your name… Please, talk to us, Otis. Let us know you are okay and you are happy. All Momma ever wanted was for you to be happy and not worried and know how much you were, and always will be, loved…so, so very loved… If my love could have saved you, you would have lived forever…