Sandy, I really do miss you. You were my dog, and you belonged with me. I know you didn't understand that you couldn't roam freely here, and I wish I would've done everything in my power to prevent that, even though you were happiest roaming. I know you were; you practically smiled from ear to ear when you were loose. I wish you could understand that I loved you, and you did belong here with me. I am so sorry for leaving you behind. My heart broke, and I was so reluctant to leave you. My heart sinks every time I think about the day I left you behind. I knew deep down that I had made a big mistake. And you were sad too. That was hard for me to think of. I tried to think that you would be happier. I wish I would've trusted my heart instead of what I thought was logical. I still think of you and am reminded of you when I come across your leash in the closet, your old collar, or your seat belt, your crate, your lead. I know you hated it, but it was a way to keep you safe. I hated that you were miserable, but I made the wrong decision and didn't think of your safety. 



I will miss your little dance, when you used to throw up your forelegs & blink your eyes when you played. I will miss the feel of your little head when I petted you & loved on you. I will miss your fun, sweet & loving personality.



Sandy...I am so sorry, I'm sorry. I am sorry for leaving you. I love you. But I know God is taking care of you too.